feeling bi-polar/doctor visit

[collwen]

One minute I'm fine. The usual combination of bored, horny, and ok (for the lack of a better term) that I usually am while at work.

Then I'm horribly depressed, mainly about my aunt.

Several things struck me yesterday. If she's not able to get in enough food/water, then she's possibly dehydrating and starving to death. And checking with my brother he's of the same mind, we'll confirm with Aunt Glady but we pretty sure that she doesn't want to be hooked up with tubes and machines... so if we have to make the decision that will effectively kill her.

Neither of those are a happy though by themselves. Now put them together and see what happens to my brain and emotional state....


I'm taking the day off Friday to go up to the hospital and sit there until I can talk to an actual doctor to get a real prognosis, and not something filtered through my mom. If I get up early enough, I'll try to get to dance practice, but I won't make any guarantees.

Comments

[whildbill.livejournal.com]

**hugs**

[stonetimber.livejournal.com]

*Hugs* to you and yours. I think, in some ways, when mom's feeding tube failed, it was what caused the eventual downhill slide. I hope it is not so for your aunt, as circumstance are always different. You, and she , have my prayers.